I couldn't find the words when I had to do it
My regrets make me live a hell
Worthless smiles, empty promises
As if our hearts were made of stone
I bury my sins but when I'm in the cemetery
They will fall asleep next to me
Feeling your warmth when you hold me, I would like to die in your arms
My pains erase my happy days
And my heart fills with suffering
Contemplating death with eager eyes
I collapse under my immense burdens
And I think about it and when they open again I think about it
My dreams become meaningless
They go away and leave a huge void in me
Should I curse the angels for their indifference
I would like to pick a flower without my wrists suffering in the thorns
Could I one day open my heart without the pain gnawing at it
Her sweetness erases my pains, she kisses me and I feel strange
The traces of my steps erased by the snow, erased like a drawing on the beach
The softness of her hands brushes my beige skin
And tomorrow becomes nothing more than a mirage
Will my soul join the angels or burn while the insects eat me?
Oh lord tell me why I lie to myself
I know it's me that I hurt every time I take revenge
Is pain the cry of my dreams?
Will I ever be at peace or is it just a lie?
My soul is impure, unworthy of praise
Vice kisses me, I prolong the kiss
Lying in a grave under an orange sky
Joy, regrets mix together

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