This is killing me
Damn anxiety that has me fed up
Locked alone in my room
Another night I spend fighting
With my demons, against insomnia
This has become my own madhouse
I've given everything, so there's no other way
I'll give you my heart, but take the hate away
Give me peace because I'm already tired
My eyes are already red
My eyelids getting heavier each time
The dark circles are noticeable
I looked in the mirror and didn't know who I was
I'm already at the window looking outside
I see a lady in black, waiting for me to die
It's my own hell
With ink from my blood, I wrote in the notebook
I know no one is eternal
I just hope that someday we meet again
But if it can't be, let me keep the memory
That's life and I don't know what comes next
I keep moving forward to see what happens
I hope I don't get stuck on the way

Bullets making noise
Wings of many lost dreams
You pull, only you will be a witness
It hurts, but I never forget
Bullets making noise
Wings of many lost dreams
You pull, only you will be a witness
It hurts, but I never forget

Stubbornness, anxiety, loneliness
Death wants to play
The devil wants to tempt me, hey
Stubbornness, anxiety, loneliness
Death wants to play
The devil wants to tempt me, hey

When I finally managed to fall asleep
The devil whispered in my ear
He told me that everything happens in a moment of carelessness
That if I fall asleep, everything is lost
So I opened my eyes and got out of bed
Take it out, light the flame
Another morning smoking the branch
It's always the same until one day it ends
Things are not as I thought
I imagined it, but the price of all my fame was high
And I'm not talking about money
I'm talking about problems that happened to me
When I went to hell and my eyes saw it
I knew I wasn't dead
It was reality I was living
And memories of people I love came back
When I distanced myself, I got closer to the bad
I wanted to be a god and ended up a poor devil
Lying on the sidewalk, lonely
Even though I had everything I needed
Another bitter drink I keep to myself
That pain I carry inside
Camouflaged like a leopard
Don't worry, I'll be back soon, I won't take long

Bullets making noise
Wings of many lost dreams
You pull, only you will be a witness
It hurts, but I never forget
Bullets making noise
Wings of many lost dreams
You pull, only you will be a witness
It hurts, but I never forget

Stubbornness, anxiety, loneliness
Death wants to play
The devil wants to tempt me, hey
Stubbornness, anxiety, loneliness
Death wants to play
The devil wants to tempt me, hey

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