I've been forty-five days since the last time
I put cocaine on the tip of my keys (My keys)
Thirty-three nights without drinking gin and I feel like I won the war
(I feel like I won the war this time)
Twenty-eight days since my last beer
"Gastón, does it weigh on you that much?" Yes, I admit it with certainty
Fifteen days since I made the plan
To fall asleep, fool, and drops of clonazepam

And now I'm sober and confused, sober and confused and I don't
Have half an idea of what to talk about with my friends
And I'm sober and confused, super bored
If I go out for something, I'm falling asleep
And I'm sober and confused, sober and confused, and today
Everyone dislikes me, or is it just my delusion?
And I'm sober and confused, super bored
Please, get me out of this torment

Without being a farmer, let's get to the point (Let's get to the point)
I want to analyze myself, to the point of saying "I don't like myself anymore"
Face in the toilet, liver pounding
Do I die or do I get high? Or will I become a Christian?, God
Feeling down, tired, and meek
No matter how much I love my job, I feel like I'm not making progress
I don't rest in harmony
Calculating that my next twelve steps won't be to the liquor store
I went from reading Bukowski to the ?
The last pages and drink, I don't want to finish them
Anxiety (Anxiety), of one day going too far
Trying to convince myself that I can control it
(In my damn life, I've never had just two of something)
And tonight, I feel like I can even fix it
So I go out without alcohol, but with the feeling
That I'm more boring than Cuarón's "Roma"

And now I'm sober and confused, sober and confused
And I don't have half an idea of what to talk about with my friends
And I'm sober and confused, super bored
If I go out for something, I'm falling asleep
And I'm sober and confused, sober and confused
And today everyone dislikes me, or is it just my delusion?
And I'm sober and confused, super bored
Please, get me out of this torment

Just for today, it overwhelms me, the fallacy takes over
A beer and a line, and I just say: "No, no, thanks"
Situations that forge you, you should keep your distance
Everyone toasts with a big beer, "what do I do with a glass of water?"
It was written in the edicts, "who the hell do I follow?"
My friends are alcoholics, my heroes drug addicts
I don't want to open the bottle, I want to close the cycle
Waking up in a trio, with guilt and ridicule
I lose my head or lose my temper
Another night of toasting to promises I haven't kept
I'm of the knuckles, I vomit on the boots
Holy liquid, so rich, inside this bad drinker
(Stopped going out to ?) A kilometer and I'm exhausted
Again, the nipples show through the clothes
Take the ball, you're Mexico in the World Cup
You get our hopes up, but here comes the defeat

Willpower, I'm not going to drink anymore
Just one beer and then four more
And liquor? I take courage, and already half drunk
I call the dealer (Hello?), I'll be there in 20 (I think)
The phone rings and he says, "stay, stay, stay"
There's a guy making signs on a Rappi bike
A bill, a package, and in a blink
I'm breaking rocks over the toilet, and (And then?)

I've been forty-five afternoons since that day
That I missed "The Offspring" because I was doing lines
In the dressing room of "Chingadazo" (I cut it)
Soon we realized, it wasn't coke, it had crack
And although no one wanted to argue with me
They taught me not to stop until the plate was clean
And instead of being in the mosh pit with Vincent (Listen to me)
I was with the paramedics trying not to die
Thanks, Conchi, Pinales, for my bad, infamous face
I don't know how I got home and already awake to notice
She told me: "I'm fed up
Of being afraid you'll have a heart attack, that you'll have a stroke
You can't get high like you used to
You're not 27 anymore, you don't have that much stamina
Responsibilities, goals, plans
You're not a teenager, behave, okay?"

And now I'm sober and confused, sober and confused
And I have no damn idea what to talk about with my friends
And I'm sober and confused, super bored
If I go out for something, I'm falling asleep
And I'm sober and confused, sober and confused
Enraged, unconvinced, almost insane
And I'm sober and confused, sober and confused
Please, get me out of this torment

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