I've been wandering alone since that day
I can't stop thinking about you
Hoping that you're listening to me
My heart curses this love
If I could turn back time
Believe me, I would change my path
You left and that's how it is
You've thrown my mind into chaos

In the shadows, my future is lost
I'm going to disappoint you again
I can't calm this rage
Even death ignores my attacks
I can't stand seeing these images
Of your smile that I don't deserve
I'm waiting for a sign to take the plunge
Me, who's navigating on a raft
Everything beautiful on this earth
Always brings me back to this mistake
I'm waiting for a sign to take the plunge
Me, who's navigating on a raft
Everything beautiful on this earth
Always brings me back to this mistake

It broke my heart, I live without color
I've lost my taste for everything, everything is flavorless
Only hatred welcomes me, in its arms I cry
I vomit rage while waiting for my time
How I hate myself when I think of you
Who every night, came to me
Cursed memories of all those times
When I didn't hold you in my arms
I'm downing drinks, my head's a mess
Doing everything to tarnish my soul
Let the flames come, I have no hope
Hatred takes over all my choices
Since our story is over, my demons greet me
Back in this fog, where only you know the way out

I'm waiting for a sign to take the plunge
Me, who's navigating on a raft
Everything beautiful on this earth
Always brings me back to this mistake
I'm waiting for a sign to take the plunge
Me, who's navigating on a raft
Everything beautiful on this earth
Always brings me back to this mistake

It broke my heart, I live without color
I've lost my taste for everything, everything is flavorless
Only hatred welcomes me, in its arms I cry
I vomit rage while waiting for my time
It broke my heart, I live without color
I've lost my taste for everything, everything is flavorless
Only hatred welcomes me, in its arms I cry
I vomit rage while waiting for my time

From up there you must surely be thinking
"The guy kept everything to himself"
All these missed actions can't be erased by music
1000 punches in the chest will never equal the sting
Of this pain that I've been living since you left

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