I wake up and I don't want to do anything
Right now it's every day
I can fall asleep on the floor
I'm tired like every day
It would be better if we left
Will you take me for a ride
I know I'm going to end up in hell
I won't drag you into my race

I think I'm not doing well mentally
The weather is nice but I don't like the time
Look, I'm already at two tension
Imagine me on sedatives

I cried in my room
And I feel like at the bottom of a lake
Every day I think about death but I'm never going to act on it

Parents scream, children cry
Mom, look at my heart
I feel like a zombie
I have a headache in the elevator

In addition, it smells like piss, I don't want to live here anymore, it kills me
Why am I forced to live
With a knife to my throat

Now I want to smoke harmful substances
Now I want to smoke weed
Now I want to kill myself
See who will want me to resurrect

Now I want to make love to you, want to be the one who excites you
In truth, I don't know myself at all
That I don't even know if I exist

It's true I've made sad songs
I also made happy sounds
I didn't want the artist's life
I didn't want to be unhappy

I wanted to talk about what I feel but in the end I feel nothing
Too lazy to do anything, even to leave, do I feel good in the end

Mom, I'm sorry, I don't have any friends
I think I've never succeeded in anything
In two years I released an album
And I think I messed that up too

I don't understand them so I'm upset
That they compliment me in the comments
My darling, I really love you but deep down I don't know how to do it

Because I'm alone in my city
Because I'm alone in my room
Because I'm alone in my head
Because I'm alone all the time

Because I know it's shit
Why is it empty in my head
Why do I try without putting myself into it
Damn, I'm trying to get out of it

Because I have this weight on my heart
And sadness in my veins
Because now I'm not even afraid anymore
That it's the same when I wake up

Because I don't know why I'm here
Because I don't even know why I live
Because in the house of my dreams
I'm walking around an empty floor

Because I wake up and I don't want to do anything
Right now it's every day
I can fall asleep on the floor
I'm tired like every day
It would be better if we left
Will you take me for a ride
I know I'm going to end up in hell
I won't drag you into my race

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