And I'm in the Sad

And we took drugs to not sleep anymore
To live at night and then die during the day
In that studio with tears on
Without a penny left
Hitting rock bottom
And in the evening
We missed dinner
We stole groceries
There was no other choice
And they shared the smoke and the bed
The dreams in the drawer
The weight inside an uncertain future
In the toilet, the mirror
With blood and lipstick
The cops in the hotel risking arrest
The coke, the benzos, the nights of sex
On the sand
Maybe I miss it a bit

And I still think of you, until dawn
I roll another joint
Until the whole room spins
You told me that everything passes
But, it doesn't pass
I continue to not feel enough
I want to die on the beach
Dance under the bass
Away from the rules and the hatred of Italy
But it's just another Summersad
Nothing changes
Because summer gives me anxiety

And I was born in July, son of the summer
Birthdays only because, "Sorry we're at the beach"
I locked myself in the room, I didn't want to celebrate
Now they wish me happy birthday but I turn off the phone
Milan gives me anxiety, I miss home
I want a vacation, a joint and some calm
A normal life, I swear it doesn't fit me
Your normal life seems boring and that's it
And I remember the nights of August
The joints on the beach alone
And the warm beers at the cloister
At dinners with friends there was no place for me
The girl I wanted had another arm around her

And I still think of you, until dawn
I roll another joint
Until the whole room spins
You told me that everything passes
But, it doesn't pass
I continue to not feel enough
I want to die on the beach
Dance under the bass
Away from the rules and the hatred of Italy
But it's just another Summersad
Nothing changes
Because summer gives me anxiety

The effect you have on me
I swear it's worse than any substance
You are my discomfort
But I can never get enough
You and me against the world
In the shit up to our necks
Then our love died
That night in August
It was the first Summersad

And I still think of you, until dawn
I roll another joint
Until the whole room spins
You told me that everything passes
But, it doesn't pass
I continue to not feel enough
I want to die on the beach
Dance under the bass
Away from the rules and the hatred of Italy
But it's just another Summersad
Nothing changes
Because summer gives me anxiety
Without you

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