Hypnotize
I know it's a lot
You think you can't take
Wanna take that knife and cut your Fucking vein
Then gut your fucking brain
Wanna leave the past inside of the Past, so you can run away
So you can ease the pain
Abused as a kid
I didn't know what to do
I just knew I wanted to be rid
I wanted to end it all and forget
Why she gotta do this to me?
Yelling and hitting, it all seems so Mean
It didn't feel real, I thought it was a Fucking dream
But it's just my life in reality
I was bullied, didn't phase me
Abused and it chase me
Cut it away, don't save me
Why's it fucking replaying?
Never tell anyone what happened that Night
All you gotta know is I went upstairs With a knife
Nine years old, plotted homicide
But I couldn't kill my sister momma
I had to pass it by
Had to fucking lie
And say I was fine
No words were said, just actions
After that, I found some distractions
All cuz of evil interactions
Cutting my arms so I can numb the Pain
Promise you don't want to know my Name
Cuz I'll fuck up your life
You'll leave without saying goodbye
I got problems, I don't want them on You
So before you come in just make sure You choose
You wanna come on this path with Me to fucking lose?
Suicide obsession
Dwelling on the past became my Aggression
Self harm was my friend, it was my Way of suppression
I hate bright lights
Can't stand slight fights
But I will take a hit and a bite
It'll be okay one day
I know it's fucking hard feeling this Way
Society begging me "please stay Sane"
Not please lose your shit and let go
I know your head is full of demons
And your gonna fucking blow
You may not see it some day, but it Will fucking show