Beat my fucking face in with a knife
Sell my soul to the devil, no surprise
Ghosts slash my veins as they cry
I see shadow people, only come at Night
And they're nice
Even though they bite
Only time I'm happy, when I'm so High
I see replaying scenes when I close My eyes
Those traumatic events blew my Mind
Fuck this world, fuck it all, imma Blow my head
Paint the walls and celling blood red
Make a beautiful mess for my fam to Walk into
On my wrist I'm gonna cut where There's all fucking blue
Leave a bloody trace
I can't find no motherfucking escape
I was a good kid but then I lost my Way
Said no to the nic, now I crave
Now it's fuck my lungs everyday
I can't get off the shit
To deep in it
Give me one more of your worthless Minute
To spit
I'm a misfit with slits
Across my slashed throat hangs gold
By my body there's a letter, still my Story untold
Everyday same shit, different day, Getting old and older
Just a decent beat to make me fold Like a folder
Lay a couple bars so I feel more a Solider
I have the tendency to lay on the Ground when the cold getting colder
The more feeling, lesser
Back against the stretcher
The MAC-11 tester
Suicide professor
Anger filled aggressor
The devils main contester
The demon head possessor
Under all this pressure
Throne sitting, king depressor
All these people and myself are my Number one motherfucking stressor
Now I'm done talking, to my mouth Attach suppressor