Hypnotize
It's okay to feel this certain way
Wanna grab the knife and cut your Wrist cuz you can feel the pain
Your sitting soaking in the rain
All your blood spills
But it spills down the motherfucking Drain
Keeping a razor on my skin in case I Gotta go
I wanna leave this world with nobody To know
I'm a spirit I'm a ghost
I'm a lost cause lost fucking soul
When I die just smoke my ashes in a Motherfucking bowl
When I am buried I wanna be Wearing my baggies jeans and my Baggiest clothes
It's a closed coffin so nobody knows
Vans or DC's on my toes
Make sure I have my phone
Cuz well I might get bored
Switch the flow
Out loced
Pistol gripped at my dome
I could kill myself inside my room When I'm alone
This mind is an empty home
I'm long gone long gone long gone
Look in the mirror and laugh
That's the best feeling that I ever had
I wanna get worse again I get bad
Tell my pain to get back
Tell them all to get mad
I can't see myself in happiness all I Can see is sad
It's getting worse and it's all Crumbling down
I got bad thoughts in my head Thoughts thinking loud
Thinking I am dead stuck in a Drought
Never have the feeling of being proud
I built myself up just so people could Break it
Life gives me bullshit on a silver Platter and I gotta take it
This obituary of mine is a Motherfucking payment
To the people holding on my fall
Imma keep it a buck imma keep it a Stack
I want it all
If yall wanna see me dead so bad Make a fucking call