I haven't seen anyone in ages since you, actually
On festive nights, it's a deluge, I accumulate alcohol and amphetamines
Lately, I've been going out a lot to keep my mind busy
I try to think less of you so my heart can forget you
There's no one else I would love like you, I know
But I tell myself you never know, so sometimes I sow
I'm feeling down because you can't get any lower
I imagine a movie of us two as if I were George Lucas

I don't forget you because it's hard, it's like impossible
All I have left is your "I'll be back" written on a post-it
It's like a permanent lie I force myself to look at
But I don't love you anymore, that's it, ready, set, go
It's way too crazy to live in a long-distance relationship
Gray clouds like in my heart, I've seen ten in the sky
I make a world of this story just between two earthlings
Thanks for everything, damn, thanks for nothing

Hurt me even more
So that deep down, not loving you becomes normal
I beg you, yeah, hurt me even more
Just one last time

Hurt me even more
So that deep down, not loving you becomes normal
I beg you, yeah, hurt me even more
Just one last time

For weeks, except for grocery shopping, I haven't left the house
I don't know, since you killed my heart, are we talking about homicide?
Apparently, it's not just the coffee that's roasting
I dream of a blackout then waking up with you sleeping here
If other girls scream my name, I don't care, it's not worth your voice
I could even make ASMR compilations of you
Everything ties me to you, I swear it's a crazy thing
Forget her, forget her, damn, but I swear on my life I'm trying
I'm hurt as if I were bleeding profusely
I imagine you in other sheets with a good lover
My life, you don't care at all, you've already turned the page
You make posts where you insult me and your friends share them
I wonder when it all stops, when does the storm pass
When are you no longer in my head, when do you leave?
I make a world of this story just between two earthlings
Thanks for everything, damn, thanks for nothing

Hurt me even more
So that deep down, not loving you becomes normal
I beg you, yeah, hurt me even more
Just one last time

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