I’m looking back on the moments
I’m looking back on the moments
Stuck on my phone I’m just scrolling and
I don’t think that I can hold it in
I’m looking back on the moments
I’m looking back on the moments
I’mma get through it, I know it
But right now I just can’t hold it in

I’m just looking back on those moments and memories
Scrolling through my phone finding shit that you sent to me
Think about our talks and remember what you said to me
Saying what I meant to you and saying what you
meant to me
I never let you leave without saying that I loved you
Didn’t let you leave if I didn’t get to hug you
Said that you’d be safe and I knew I had to trust you
‘Cause if you did something stupid you was gonna catch a one-two
But I never did it with any intent of causing pain
Wanted you okay, man, I wanted you safe
I’d do what I had to even if it made you mad at me
‘Cause at least I knew you’d make it back home to your family
I knew if it wasn’t then, that you would thank me one day
Thank me for the weekend then go back to work on
Monday
Text me halfway through the week asking me to get some brews
Talk until like 9 o’clock then you’d say you’d see me soon

I’m looking back on the moments
I’m looking back on the moments
I’m stuck on my phone I’m just scrolling and
I don’t think that I can hold it in
I’m looking back on the moments
I’m looking back on the moments
I’mma get through it, I know it
But right now I just can’t hold it in

I don’t think our friends truly understand how close we were
You’d confide in me when you struggled finding any words
You knew you could come to me when you truly needed help
And if you made me fucking swear you knew that I’d never tell
Even if it meant keeping secrets a while
I let you do your thing I never put you on trial
Yeah you were my boy, but you wasn’t my child
But i’d always go the distance whether inches or miles
I’ll always have back man, I promise you that
You’ve always had mine and I knew that for a fact
‘Cause you’d always try and solve my fucking problems with gats
And I had to tell you no, go and put that shit back
I knew that you were joking but the thought really counted
But if I really needed help then you was about it
If my friends are rocks then you’re one of my mountains
Because the power of our bond was something I never doubted

I’m looking back on the moments
I’m looking back on the moments
I’m stuck on my phone I’m just scrolling and
I don’t think that I can hold it in
I’m looking back on the moments
I’m looking back on the moments
I’mma get through it, I know it
But right now I just can’t hold it in

Been a couple months since you passed now
Spent a lot of time thinking, really sat my ass down
All these thoughts I have, I just kept and had ‘em stored away
And chose to write another verse ‘cause I just had some more to say
I’ve never been the greatest friend or best with the apologies
And all the weight I’m carrying from that is stuck on top of me
I’ve forged a lot of lies for an honesty policy
And it’s something I spent a lot of time never acknowledging
There’s things about my life that I’m wishing I could take back
Got a few regrets and I’m wishing I could change that
But wishing is just looking for a needle in a haystack
But I’m so fucking sorry and I mean it when I say that
I’m swearing by the hand of God that I’mma be a better me
Cherish ever moment turn those moments into memories
And turn my whole life into a highlight documentary
Not doing it for you, but because of what you meant to me

I’m looking back on the moments
I’m looking back on the moments
I’m stuck on my phone I’m just scrolling and
I don’t think that I can hold it in
I’m looking back on the moments
I’m looking back on the moments
I’mma get through it, I know it
But right now I just can’t hold it in

I’m looking back on the moments
I’m looking back on the moments
I’m stuck on my phone I’m just scrolling and
I don’t think that I can hold it in
I’m looking back on the moments
I’m looking back on the moments
I’mma get through it, I know it
But right now I just can’t hold it in