I don’t know, I just kind of got like, really sad man. And it’s weird.

Mm.

It’s a weird type of sadness, like- I was at a point where people were just asking me how I was doing, like four or five different people in a day.

Yeah.

And, I don’t know, I was just at a point when I was like, dude, I- I- I can’t take this question, bro- Like I can’t even-

Yeah.

You know, I don’t have the fucking space for it, dude. I- I- I don’t know what I’m supposed to say like- Wha- How do you want me to answer this question, again and again? It’s hard, it’s- I feel sad, and- I don’t know.

Mm.

Like I didn’t know how else to tackle it, so I was like, I’d rather not like- Even talk about it. It’s just- Yeah, it’s the sadness mostly man. Like, it’s a weird type of sadness.

Yeah.

Like, it’s something that I’m a little bit unfamiliar with because it’s different from other sadnesses that I’ve experienced, in the sense that I don’t feel powerless.

Yep, yep.

And I don’t feel like things are, You know-
Out of my control, and I don’t feel, like, hopeless necessarily, because there is that logical part in the back of my head, that, like there is that reassuring, reaffirming part- Because I’ve talked to so many different people about it, and like- You know- Written about it, like, written songs and tried to express it in that way, and like express it to other people. But it’s still like, I don’t know- still there, I guess. Which is-

Mm.

Just really, really tough, I don’t know. Because like I said, like, I know that it’s okay, and it’s fine, but it’s just, like, this physical weight of the feeling that I don’t know how to get rid of. So, it’s been tough- Yeah.