Waited, I waited way too long now
Can't keep this up now
So I'll fake it
Cuz I can't seem to break this
It's gonna break me down

I wanted to get right back up but you wouldn't let me come back around
I wanted
I tried, but I'm sick of being the nice guy you chew up and spit me

Oh...
Is it too much to say you won't ever understand
Oh...
The voice in my head says you won't ever care
Goddamn I can't quiet it now
And it screams out loud while I sit in silence
Oooo the voice in my head says you won't ever understand

Late nights
Nothing to help me now
It's alright
It's always been around
This feeling
My gut wants to throw it up
I'm reeling
I'd rather not give a fuck

It's not what it seems
I keep replaying these dreams
But I'm falling asleep with no pills to get me there
This was never my scene
Fuck up my lines and repeat
Down on my knees
Always living life up on the second tier