Wake up
And sail away
The rut that I've been in is fucked up
And not okay
And I don't even care about it

Sit and drown in the shallow end
If I just stand up
If I can just take a breath
Maybe then I can clear my head
I can be different
But I'm just not feeling like it
(Ooh, ooh, ooh)

I don't look back
It's like a panic attack
And I'm so quick to react
It takes everything I have
And I thought you should know
That I'm not letting go
Even if I'm seeing black
When it seems like, it feels like
I don't even care about it
And I'm alright, I'll be fine
I don't even care about it

I'm still gone
I'm out of it
And I forgot
How to get up and quit
Before it takes me under again

Getting caught by the undertow
Did I lose control?
Did I ever even have it?
Before I open my mouth again
Can I ditch my head?
Can I drop it like a habit?
(Ooh, ooh, ooh)

I don't look back
It's like a panic attack
And I'm so quick to react
It takes everything I have
And I thought you should know
That I'm not letting go
Even if I'm seeing black
When it seems like, it feels like
I don't even care about it
And I'm alright, I'll be fine
I don't even care about it
(Ooh, ooh, ooh)

And I don't even care about it

I'm beginning to like it
I'm beginning to like it when I'm down
A feeling I used to forget
And it'd always come again right back around
I'm feeling the cold dark air
I'm feeling it now but I don't care
I breathe it in, and let it win
Again
And I don't even care about it

I don't look back
It's like a panic attack
And I'm so quick to react
It takes everything I have
And I thought you should know
That I'm not letting go
Even if I'm seeing black
When it seems like, it feels like
I don't even care about it
And I'm alright, I'll be fine
I don't even care about it