I wish time had better timing for you and me
You are gone but we're living a thousand lives together inside my head
You still live in the silences between my thoughts
Now I have to remember you longer than I have known you
I've done some things I shouldn't have done
Yeah I got issues but one of them is how bad I need you
Asleep or awake I dream of you
You have a place in my heart no one else ever could have
Any moment might be our last
Hoping somehow your silence were full of answers
You remained too much in my head
That I can even write a book about you
Hoping until I can't remember how he loved me
Not until he was gone
Take me back to two thousand seventeen
Where I loved you against reasons and discouragement that could be
How it all started with a glance and stare
But we will never be that in love again, never again
I've done some things I shouldn't have done
Yeah I got issues but one of them is how bad I need you
Asleep or awake I dream of you
You have a place in my heart no one else ever could have
Any moment might be our last
Hoping somehow your silence were full of answers
You remained too much in my head
That I can even write a book about you
Hoping until I can't remember how he loved me
Not until he was gone