I looked into the mirror
And hugged myself
The reason she's scared is that, she thinks she's gonna fail
Now my inner child is crying
She wanna be away from those people who named her words
And how fucking good they compare me to her
Who are you to define me based on your fucking insecurities
But they will never ever be exactly like me
If you're disappointed at me
I don't care at all
Did you ask me how I also feel
All you did was judge me, but
All I want to hear is "I'm sorry you're feeling this way"
If you could see it from my point of view,
you would understand why it hurts so bad
I feel so tired that I can't even pretend
Now I'm broken like I've never been
And I hear your voice in my head
I know what you mean
Telling me I don't deserve on where I am now
Now I'll burn you like a book
And now my shelves are empty
And now I've got nothing left to say
The villain plays the victim so well
I took the pain
Like a medicine
I don't need to gaslight myself and make the scapegoat that I don't struggle, that I am just exaggerating
If I have to clean up my shelves to start again
I would, I would
If you're disappointed at me
I don't care at all
Did you ask me how I also feel
All you did was judge me, but
All I want to hear is "I'm sorry you're feeling this way"
If you could see it from my point of view,
you would understand why it hurts so bad
I feel so tired that I can't even pretend
Now I'm broken like I've never been
And I hear your voice in my head
I know what you mean
Telling me I don't deserve on where I am now
Now I'll burn you like a book
And now my shelves are empty
And now I've got nothing left to say