And in the end
When snowflakes have melted
I know that I felt it
That I almost left you

In the end
I could've decided when
It started to change, oh have we changed?
Oh, what a shame


There's no one to trust here
Not even me
You might be wondering
If I did the same thing
You did to me


But in the end
You're all I ever want to feel
You got me missing the bliss I felt
Before the tragedy
For fuck's sake it's been last year


In the end
I can't help but to think
I may be gaslighting you
For bringing this back
But I can't just help it


In the end
I know it'll just hurt me more
If I decided to leave you
Cause you got me stuck with this love
Though I think I've had enough

In the end
I'll beg you to hurt me
If that's what it takes to work things out
It's you that I can't live without
But it's also you who first gave up