I am the one who should be blamed
Why everything is so fucked up right now
My selfishness is the reason
Why everything is like this now

Laughing while I cry
Looking at the mirror
Wishing everything's gonna be alright


I feel sorry for myself
And for you
The guilt makes me stay awake in bed at night crying
Feeling blue


Overthinking in the shower
Crying for an hour
Wishing everything's gonna be alright

I don't wanna make things miserable
I don't wanna make another mistake again
I just wanted to be happy
But this world is too cruel to make my wish granted


I feel sorry for myself
And for you
The guilt makes me stay awake in bed at night crying
Feeling blue