You were always on about how I'd always let you down
Like I never gave you everything
You make me feel like shit, you always did
Now I don't know where to go from here
We're running out of time, you oughta know by now
That this won't last forever
One day I'll grow a spine, I'll leave you behind
I bet you think that you're so damn clever
You left me hanging by a thread
That was hanging from your bed
I thought a lot about the things I never said
About my existential dread
How you're stuck inside my head
I don't like how I let you just consume me
I never stopped to think that this would end so soon
You built your home inside my chest out of rotting wood
And my foundation used to be much stronger
But now you're pulling at my roots
You took me for granted and bent me at your will
I tried to stay strong, but the pressure is real
You pushed down on me until I couldn't take it
Now it's clear to me, you're my biggest mistake
(I keep hoping for the best but nothing ever comes of it!)
Now it's clear to see
(You're my biggest mistake!)
You left me hanging by a thread
That was hanging from your bed
I thought a lot about the things I never said
About my existential dread
How you're stuck inside my head
I don't like how I let you just consume me
I thought if I let you tear me apart
I could pull it together to be stronger at the seams
You weren't what you seemed
First impressions never matter
When you're living in daydream
I just keep hoping for the best
but nothing ever comes of it
Oh, why did I think that you'd be different?
When all you do is prove me wrong time and time again
You left me hanging by a thread
That was hanging from your bed
I thought a lot about the things I never said
How I wish that I were dead
That you're fucking up my head
I hate how I let her just destroy me
I hate how I let her just destroy me (Destroy me!)
I hate how I let her just destroy me (Destroy me)
I hate how I let her just destroy me (Destroy me)
I hate how I let her just destroy me, Destroy me
Destroy me!
Destroy me!