I always miss the way
That you would always say
"What is love without the conflict?"
and "life without the pain?"
And I guess it's just a shame
That you and I have gone our separate ways
All those late night promises
Could never make you stay
So I'll sit here in silence, with so much left to say
I'll pretend it never mattered anyway
You'll tell me I'm to blame, I'm to blame
But it's okay
I'm cutting my fingers off
So when you call I can't pick up
If you're only looking out for you
Then who is looking out for us?
Slam my head against the wall
And my brain into my skull
I feel the pain again
When your name lights up my screen
I was never one to fight
So I'm not all that surprised
That when you tried to leave
I didn't follow you outside
I should've called your name
And at least tried to make my case
For all the reasons I adored you
How you can't be replaced
So I'll sit here in silence
With so much left to say
If it's all inside my head
Then why does it feel so uncontained?
I know that I'm the only one to blame
The only one to blame
I'm cutting my fingers off
So when you call I can't pick up
If you're only looking out for you
Then who is looking out for us?
Slam my head against the wall
And my brain into my skull
I feel the pain again
When your name lights up my screen
Frozen
Slow motion
Watch you walk away
Broken
But hoping
You'd come back one day
I'm cutting my fingers off
So when you call I can't pick up
If you're only looking out for you
Then who is looking out for us?
Slam my head against the wall
And my brain into my skull
I feel the pain again
When your name lights up my screen