I will always hate you for what you made me into
Tear the skin right off my bones
I'm so defective, not what you expected
If you have to take me then take me inside
I'm full of empty, I'm ready not willing
I guess it's my time to go again
It's who I am and who I was
My mistakes keep adding up
And the words they pile up
You'll hear them all at once
So brace yourself!
Because I'm holding you up just to let you down
If you want to fight then let's go another round
But I'm just trying to let you know I'm on your side
Am I trying too hard? Maybe not enough
Is this our fate? Or is it just bad luck?
Are you really sorry or sorry I caught on?
I know you don't love me
You just love the idea of me
I'm just waiting for this prescription
To kick in, kick my teeth in
Make me feel at home
The only home I've known
Where I was taught to drown
Never learned to swim
Shove my fingers in my throat
To the state this world is in
It's who I am and who I was
My mistakes keep adding up
And the words they pile up
You'll hear them all at once
And brace yourself!
Because I'm holding you up just to let you down
If you want to fight then let's go another round
But I'm just trying to let you know I'm on your side
Am I trying too hard? Maybe not enough.
Is this our fate? Or is it just bad luck?
Are you really sorry or sorry I caught on?
I'll fight you back, but not to win
Just to hold what ground I can
If you're really sorry you'll have to show me
In the ring
Because I'm holding you up (Just to let you down)
If you want to fight (Then let's go another round)
So brace yourself!
Because I'm holding you up just to let you down
If you want to fight then let's go another round
But I'm just trying to let you know I'm on your side
To let you know
(I'm on your side!)
To let you know
(I'm on your side!)