I wake up, the sun is just a ghost
I sleep the day away, the thing I do the most
Pills on the table, more than I should take
Still they don't numb the heartache, by night

Friends keep calling, voices through the fog
A town of fame, trapped in this endless slog
Messages unread, piling up like dreams
Lost in this silence, tearing at the seams

My health chains me down, life slips away
Every plan I make, falls apart day by day
Can't join the laughter, can't reply to calls
Life's a lonely hell, in these empty halls

Outside, the world is bright and alive
But I'm locked in darkness, struggling to survive
Social scenes are, like a distant shore
I'm adrift, can't reach them anymore

They say time heals, but it moves too slow
Every day's a struggle, a pain I can't show
Memories of, a vibrant past
Fade like whispers, gone too fast

My health chains me down, life slips away
Every plan I make, falls apart day by day
Can't join the laughter, can't reply to calls
Life's a lonely hell, in these empty halls

If they could see the battles that I fight (Or rather that I lose)
Every tear I hide in the dead of night (I Couldn't sleep for my life)
Trying to find a way out of this pain (Let me out, Get me out)
But it's something I can't contain (Please just let me out)

I wake up, the sun is never shining
Sleep the day away like it's, all that I can do
I take too many pills, to feel this shitty
But what else am I supposed to do