You feel his glances flattering you
You see your cheeks blushing
You are not immune
To his smile

You see him circling around
You try to escape him
But his little glamorous air
Never leaves your thoughts

You feel him traversing your heart
And without a word, you watch him
But you do not see my pain
I feel like crying but I hold back

Even hoping
That from my eyes
Four or five qualities emerge
To make your world bluer

What's the use of resisting
This hellish haze
Where I have been drowning
Where I throw my head in the air

But I still believe
I won't let myself die
Even until my death
In search of your smile
And I still believe
In my body, my own prison
And even if I get out
It won't be a reason
To believe again

Just imagining you
In his numb arms
Oh no, just thinking about it
I can't sleep at night

But don't let me suffer anymore
Oh, just finish me off
I'd rather die
To make the journey shorter

But I know he's there
And it's maybe my fault
I keep taking it upon myself
One more sob and I'll jump

But I still believe
I won't let myself die
Even until my death
In search of your smile
And I still believe
In my body, my own prison
And even if I get out
It won't be a reason
To believe again

Don't you see my eyes
Bleeding like a thousand arteries
Don't you see the skies
Clouded with my anger

In fact, you see nothing
Just the blue of his eyes
It's too dark in mine
But I do what I can

But I still believe
I won't let myself die
Even until my death
In search of your smile
And I still believe, I still believe
The ghosts of our memories
And even if they are wrong
Nothing can ever destroy them
I still believe

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