Tell me if it's my fault
Tell me that between us, it wasn't fake
My heart screams, but you don't hear it
I'm under your window with a megaphone
There's nothing left in my mother's eyes
Sometimes I wonder if she recognizes me
There are pieces missing from my character
But there's nothing left to glue them back together
And all these schmucks, I see them laughing
My heart is pounding
Deep down I know I'm extinguishing these dirty bitches
I have to capture happiness, but I can't find it
I'm waiting for it to whistle at me like a penalty
I'm not crying over my past, it's not the worst
And I think of those who suffer martyrdom
I'm messing up, how can I convince you to stay anyway?
I wanted to leave
I have to wait for the day to rise
My head is broken
It seems like I'm out of dreams
You smile, but you're not entirely serene
Your legs are shaking
I know it's not okay, don't say "yes"
No, don't be afraid to distance yourself
Even if my demons can testify
I'm glad you exist

In one evening, I'm going to burn a ten
I'm in so much pain, fuck, leaving clues
I miss you
I'm going to trace my wounds, engrave them on a disc
Oh no, don't fly too high
I have so much to say, it's just I don't have the words
In one evening, I'm going to burn a ten
I'm in so much pain, fuck, leaving clues
I miss you
I'm going to trace my wounds, engrave them on a disc
Oh, oh no, don't fly too high
I have so much to say, it's just I don't have the words

When I want to express myself, my head goes blank
And I'm full of regret afterwards
Often I complain of abstract pains
I can't smile anymore, I need you to teach me
I need you to die after me, otherwise I won't get up
I look at myself in the mirror I want to shoot the reflection
With you I was real, I wasn't wearing old fake coating
You have to forget my name if the cops lock me up
They copy me, I have the hellish technique
They tell me, "What you do is so fresh"
I made millions of views, they call me, "my brother"
But I only have one brother, and I hope he's proud of me
He's growing up, I watch him from afar
Because he's the one who's going to shine, I'm light years away

Lord, I lost my angel
I'm bombing at two hundred miles an hour
I have dreams where I take revenge
Where I spread all this misery
Tell me what I did wrong, if there was a path to take
Yeah I hope I'm going to die because when I see myself I don't know what I'm waiting for

In one evening, I'm going to burn a ten
I'm in so much pain, fuck, leaving clues
I miss you
I'm going to trace my wounds, engrave them on a disc
Oh no, don't fly too high
I have so much to say, it's just I don't have the words
In one evening, I'm going to burn a ten
I'm in so much pain, fuck, leaving clues
I miss you
I'm going to trace my wounds, engrave them on a disc
Oh, oh no, don't fly too high
I have so much to say, it's just I don't have the words

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