No, I'm not really happy
I think none of my brothers are
But I've never thought about a bullet going through my brain
I don't feel much at the moment, I'm trying to remember
Back when my little heart was as white as a glass of milk
But with time, life has darkened it
I think more about the money I have to make this month
She would like to help me, it's nice but thank you
It's been a long time since my head and my heart are in anarchy
I couldn't show you a glimmer of a sensitive soul
You give your trust and then problems pile up
I move dangerously like a man killer without a target
I work every day even without battery, even without energy
Yeah, I messed up, sorry bro if you took it personally, but hey
I owe it to my mother, she's probably the only one praying for me
In one year I've already experienced six low blows, I'm telling the truth
It's the beginning of the evening, I've already had six Cuba libres
If I'm not going to succeed, tell me what am I living for?
If I can't do it, then tell me who will?
Need more papers, it's dangerous but I'm not afraid
I'll fly away like steam, if you've trampled on your values
But we'll walk together if you identify with mine
In both cases we'll end up like Omar or Stringer Bell
They all left but I won't be there if they come back
My little heart is cold and closed like the wall of Winterfell
Don't worry dad, I won't bring more problems, I've matured
I work to fill the basket like James Harden and Curry
She sees transactions passing by so the caretaker studies
I'm only at 10% but there are only purebreds in the stable
Bro, it's only when we're too drunk that sometimes we say we love each other
With my brothers we promised to do it until they understand
I would never exchange them, since I was little I hang out with the same ones
But it would be easier if I had friends like Ablaye and Skread
I want to leave my mark, something people will talk about
I always have music in my head, I'm looking for the rare pearl
I know they'll all end up beheaded by the King
Because that's all I had, I had nothing else but rap
So I won't go in if it's not profitable
The little princess has traded the Cé merchant for the sandman
Bro, it's better not to be hot-blooded when you don't have cold blood
I thought money would make me happy but actually not so much
I get a call from my mother, she's going crazy on the phone
I had done something stupid that leaves me a monotonous memory
I'm killing myself with music, even if I end up with a hearing aid
Because my head hurts so much, I think my brain is claustrophobic
I serve myself several times as if I had several livers
As if it would calm my head because I can't stand their voices anymore
I have chills that warm me up and sometimes cold sweats
I like her modesty, I think, but I don't come home at a decent hour anymore
And fock a teacher, we learned by bleeding
Yeah, fock a teacher, we learned by bleeding
I just entered the legend without pledging allegiance to them
In truth it's not mean but I think I don't like people.

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