Yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah
Nah-nah-nah
Yeah

Blue lights, sex and rock and roll
Purple pills, I'm already feeling the effect
Driving the car that someone left me
And I'm disappearing from the rest
But the looks follow me
A devil and an angel live inside my head
I feel like something guides me and I feel like someone follows me

I think everything moves around me
I don't know if I'm the monster, it won't let me sleep
They shout at me, they look at me, they grab me. What do they want from me?
For a long time, all I want is to survive
I think everything moves around me
I don't know if I'm the monster, it won't let me sleep
They shout at me, they look at me, they grab me. What do they want from me?
For a long time, all I want is to survive

I want to know what it was like when I went to school
I want to know the truth, no matter how much it hurts
Because I chose this path, even if it's the most painful
Why do the memories that hurt still sneak in?
Maybe because I deserve nothing, if I don't know how to feel
The lights mark the path I must follow
My head reminds me that I can't go back
And the soul is clear about what I can become
At this point there is nothing left to say
Thinking about her and when I'll see her again
When we are far away, this is the version of me, yeah

I think everything moves around me
I don't know if I'm the monster, it won't let me sleep
They shout at me, they look at me, they grab me. What do they want from me?
For a long time, all I want is to survive
I think everything moves around me
I don't know if I'm the monster, it won't let me sleep
They shout at me, they look at me, they grab me. What do they want from me?
For a long time, all I want is to survive

Blue lights, sex and rock and roll
Purple pills, I'm already feeling the effect
Driving the car that someone left me
And I'm disappearing from the rest-

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