A drunk kiss and I fell in love
Even though I didn't know you, I missed you
And I was shy, but I still talked to you
We connected so much that I knew that night
You were going to hurt me...
But I didn't know how much
I thought you weren't that important
How badly I messed up
But if I could go back
Just to give you one last kiss
I was left wanting to tell you everything I feel
But I kept quiet out of fear you'd think I'm too intense
I had little to offer, mom lent me the car
And cheap flowers, you never lacked those
Songs I dedicated to you on a burned CD
You and I on the sidewalk drinking rosé wine
You never loved me, I always knew
I always dreamed you'd invite me to take you to the supermarket
And take our dogs for a walk
But seeing you at the party had to be enough
They never existed...
The Sundays with an apron
And the Mondays of sleeping in
The Tuesdays of dinner and drinks
Wednesdays Netflix and chill
Thursdays of horoscopes and staying in
Why did no one warn me?
That you were going to hurt me...
But I didn't know how much
I thought you weren't that important
How badly I messed up
But if I could go back
Just to give you one last kiss
I was left wanting to tell you everything I feel
But I kept quiet out of fear you'd think I'm too intense
I wanted to tell you but I remembered you're no longer here...
I wish songs could be undedicated
To listen to them without crying
To listen to them without thinking, that we could still get back together...
And I pretend to be blind so I don't see that you forgot me
I remain faithful to a love that doesn't even exist
I haven't gotten over you and you're almost married
I don't forgive you for never telling me
That you were going to hurt me...
But I didn't know how much
I thought you weren't that important
How badly I messed up
But if I could go back
Just to give you one last kiss

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