I often think that I am nobody
With whom I would like to spend my time
Because doom & bloom is all I feel
Is this a lifestyle?
Or can I be cured?
Who knows, maybe, I am polarized wrong
Antidepressants on the Aperol
Let the devil take my black soul
Is this a lifestyle?
Or will it pass?
Every year the same

When Capri ice cream melts on hands again
And my friends ask if I want to come out
I have my "all-time low" on the balcony
Forever summer, sun, depression
When everyone is fleeing to the swimming pool again
And half the city is falling in love again
I have my "all-time low" on the balcony
Forever summer, sun, depression

I don't feel like pretending I'm fine
I don't want to go out, only sometimes I force myself to
Meet me at the bottom of a goddamn pool
Is this a mindset?
And how do I get rid of it?
I don't understand how one can hate this weather
The irony of being sad on a beach
You see the sun and I see the sunburn
Is this a mindset?
Or just my bad luck?
Every year just as bad

When Capri ice cream melts on hands again
And my friends ask if I want to come out
I have my "all-time low" on the balcony
Forever summer, sun, depression
When everyone is fleeing to the swimming pool again
And half the city is falling in love again
I have my "all-time low" on the balcony
Forever summer, sun, depression

It's finally season
To feel even more wrong than usual (uh)
It's that time again, there are tears on ice (uh)
It's finally season
To feel even more wrong than usual

When Capri ice cream melts on hands again
And my friends ask if I want to come out
I have my "all-time low" on the balcony
Forever summer, sun, depression
When everyone is fleeing to the swimming pool again
And half the city is falling in love again
I have my "all-time low" on the balcony
Forever summer, sun, depression (uh)

It's finally season
To feel even more wrong than usual (uh)
It's that time again, there are tears on ice (uh)

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