Everything I do is a waste of time
I build and destroy my entire legacy

I write and rewrite my death letter
Each verse in blood completing stanzas
They say be strong, I say don't fuck with me
In this life, everything depends on luck
Everyone says, I hope it gets better
If south is moving forward, then I'm heading north

In the early morning I walk, early morning I walk
In the early morning I walk, early morning I walk
In the early morning I walk, early morning I walk
In the early morning I walk, early morning I

So let me paint the mirror red
Written kill me I'm scary maggot
My blood doesn't matter, nor my suffering
I'm alive on the outside and already dead inside
So fuck it, in such a slow way
I discovered with Corey Taylor that angels do lie
Life is a real book of pain and suffering
What I said, I discovered with myself
In the midst of a nightmare
The more I ran, the slower I became
It's tough the open wound, it's tough the torment
It's tough the medicines I take to save my 1%

You say stop
I say you don't understand
I would love to stop all this and remove my fear as front lane
You say stop
I say you don't understand
I would love to stop all this and remove my fear as front lane

Click clack, fuck the medicines I take
My head explodes like Kennedy's bang
There's no way to change what we are
Mirtazapine doesn't work on me sometimes
I run against the stopped clock
Justifying why I don't move
I feel like a one-legged creature
And that's why I can never walk
I know they'll say this sound is a bit fast
That I'm out of tune, and that the beat is linear
Actually, it might be
This shit is in my drawer and I didn't even plan to release it
I released it because I heard
Man, I like your lyrics, you put references and some fictional stuff
Man, why don't you write what you feel in your mind
Since your mind is like a book
And I said if I'm going to write what I feel
Of course it will be as big as a book
It will be the size of Stephen King's book and the title will be
Suicide manual

Everything I do is a waste of time
I build and destroy my entire legacy
I am a failure

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