Hi

My feelings don't change, it worries me
I have love but there's hate encroaching
Oh, Lord, where are we going? Don't know yet
Memories in the smoke, regrets in the dustbin
Hmm, I don't really know what's wrong, I'm not feeling well
I'm not in the mood, I'm not in the mood to party, no
I don't really know what's wrong, I have a bit of a headache
I'm not in the mood, I'm not in the mood to party
Because too few understand me, mom
Too much pain, mom, my heart bleeds, mom
I know I can't run away now
In the worst moments, I pray to the heavens (huh, huh)

And I feel alone in the heart of the pack
The pressure has raised its voice
I don't count, I've already hit rock bottom
I pay the price for my devotion
Hard to say "I love you," hard to express my emotions
I don't have all the notions, I don't have all the solutions

Life teaches, death corrects
Every day, I learn, I retain the lessons (yeah)
Like when I was at the back of the class (yeah)
When I wanted to tour the Atlas
I go hunting for my place
I move, everything fades like traces
But all my values are tenacious (yeah)
I see the same face in the mirror
The same heart cold as ice
Like the one that melts in the oceans
Feels like my life is just a giant burden (yeah)
All my feelings are reduced to nothing (yeah)
Everything is expensive, well-being and happiness are costly
We live in a rather malevolent system
Makes you think paradise is no longer attractive
I have chills down my spine, the future is frightening
Don't you see I have other things to do?
Don't you see I have other things to think about?
Don't you see the world is dying
And the stars have stopped dancing?
Don't you see there's nothing sensible left?
Don't you see I can't sleep anymore?
Don't you see the roads are paved
With thorns and we've stopped moving forward? Oh-oh

I've been wrong so many times (pah-pah-pah)
I still hurt in the same place (pah-pah-pah)
Way too much pain inside me (grah, grah, grah)

If only, if only (oh)
If only, if only (yeah)
I feel better in isolation
Every day, I ask myself "if only"
If only (yeah) if only (yeah)
If only (yeah) if only (yeah)
If only (J.O.S, J.O.S, J.O.S)
If only (J.O.S, J.O.S., M.A.N)

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