Yah yah yah yah yah

Ah my guy if you knew (yah)
I've taken it, I've suffered (suffered)
Yah, if I'm here it's not for nothing, I've faced trials
Aggravated pain and suffering, forever engraved
I think about this fucking depraved world when I walk on the cobblestones
My heart is a wreck, my heart is a sponge, yah

Yah, I don't feel very well, dark memories gnaw at me, yah, yah
I light up a fucking joint and then I dive back in, yah
I pull and I lie down then I dive back into my dreams, yah
In the midst of lies, in the midst of smiles
I see my heart rotting
It only feeds on hatred, shit
Sorry if I can't open it anymore but I don't want to suffer
I feel the weight of my sorrows getting heavier (getting heavier)
I would like to see my hatred satisfied (satisfied)
I struggle to sleep, I struggle to fall asleep, yah
I think back to the tears and laughter
I have to get back on track before my last breath
So bitch I can't run after you
I have to fuck everything up, make cash before I die, yah
Before my spirit gets damaged, yah
I have to stay away from the abyss, yah
I have to get closer to the peak, yah
Without forgetting my roots
To avoid depression I take refuge in the green
I would like to but I'm not in a dream
I'm far from it so I'm not into showing off, yah
I have a hard time expressing myself, I only think about printed paper
I feel my heart compressing because of all the hatred I would like to delete
In the meantime I'm going to commit crimes (in the meantime I'm going to commit crimes)
No one can stop me from doing that (no one can stop me from doing that)
I'm not going to let myself be repressed
Fuck his mother I've worked too hard
Ah my guy if you knew everything we've done in this fucking life (life)
I was hanging out solo late at night so in my pocket I had a fucking knife
In the hustle I did some shady deals for fucking pairs of Nike
I didn't give a fuck, today I'm still the same
I don't drop my pants for likes
Ah my guy if you knew, everything we've been through
Everything we've done for the money
Everything we've done for the loot
Everything we've done to multiply it
Because money is security so I was ready to do anything for money
I wasn't made for studies, I'm too stubborn
I just wanted to be well dressed and smoke big lettuce joints
And since then I've been smoking salad
For health because I'm sick
I take out the Merco I go for a ride vroom, I take out the Merco I go for a ride
I'm in the 27 brooms club, yah
I remember when I had nothing today I have everything I needed
(I have everything I needed)
I reject girls much fresher than the girls who rejected me
New year, new salary, no more struggle, the fucking mother
I have to remove the bitter taste, deep in my palate
Memories and feelings kill
I have to get off the beaten track
When they ask me "JOS how are you?" I say I'm fine when in reality I'm devastated

I have to break my routine
Baby girl come on let's go out, let's have dinner
Baby girl let's have dinner, baby girl let's have dinner, cheers
A short time later you hear cling cling
It's the sound of my chains when we fuck, yah
When she's inclined and she bows it's clean, clean
Then I go back to the good-char
I smoke weed until the ton-car
I forget everything I pull on the zep
Middle finger, acerbic smile
Yah you got it
I only trust my little finger
And my heart dictates my vocabulary
I dream of a blade in the jugular vein
And big mandibular fractures
Everyday life doesn't do me any good
But I'm hungry, I've got guts, I've got nerve
To calm them down I smoke and I become lunar

Yah, ah my guy if you knew (yah)
I've taken it, I've suffered (suffered)
Yah, if I'm here it's not for nothing, I've faced trials
Aggravated pain and suffering, forever engraved
I think about this fucking depraved world when I walk on the cobblestones
My heart is a wreck, my heart is a sponge, yah

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