Translation of Pillole from Italian to English
I associate Rome with bad things but I can't leave
I have demons and a destroyed face and I don't know how to free myself
If I get on the subway I leave an empty seat for you
Maybe you'll come back and we'll meet and you'll sit next to me
And I don't want you if you're not convinced you love me
And you know, we don't need to say we love each other to stay together
Then I continue not to understand a damn thing about life
And that if you were here with me maybe it wouldn't be uphill
It wouldn't be uphill
It wouldn't be uphill
And now you're gone
Pills, pills, I take pills to stay calm
I don't trust anyone else anymore
I keep paranoia in my pocket
And I go around Termini waiting for you
Small, small, we are small inside the room
I feel something is missing
It's since you told me "enough"
That I go around Termini waiting for you
I walk in all the places where we often went together
I wish I could go back to last year and lock it in many chains
I wish I could run away from pain like I run away from school
And if you come back here to me maybe I feel less alone
And I don't want you if you're not convinced you love me
But I want you because without you I'm not well
Then I continue not to understand a damn thing about life
And that if you were here with me maybe it wouldn't be uphill
It wouldn't be uphill
It wouldn't be uphill
And now you're gone
Pills, pills, I take pills to stay calm
I don't trust anyone else anymore
I keep paranoia in my pocket
And I go around Termini waiting for you
Small, small, we are small inside the room
I feel something is missing
It's since you told me "enough"
That I go around Termini waiting for you
And then I look for you but I'm alone
With fears scattered among the sheets
And I write a verse
I want a story
That makes me forget about you
But the more I think about you, the less I can
And the more I think about you, the less I think about me
About how to be well
About how to be well, without you
Pills, pills, I take pills to stay calm
I don't trust anyone else anymore
I keep paranoia in my pocket
And I go around Termini waiting for you
Small, small, we are small inside the room
I feel something is missing
It's since you told me "enough"
That I go around Termini waiting for you