Trying to pull everyone up
From an elevator shaft
While throwing down myself

The rope is weak, it can carry one
So I sacrifice my life
Don't even hesitate a sec

I've been trying to figure out
How to make people open up
Free their hearts and let it out

While I'm building bricks around
And letting nobody inside
But they don't try to understand

Have to heal everyone
Have to hold every hand
Have to be a savior
I can no longer comprehend

This is why I was born
That's just how I carry on
But every time I let it go
I keep on searching more and for

A cause in my life
Why even breathe in, why wake up?
Don't wanna be so self-absorbed
If I just focus on myself

DON'T have to heal everyone
DON'T have to hold every hand
DON'T have to be a savior
I can no longer comprehend

This isn't why I was born
I can no more carry on
But every time I let it go
The guilt consumes me more and more

But where's ME inside all this mess?
Who's gonna make MY burden less?
I lost myself at what? No cost?
That's what I've always feared the most

Okay, but where's ME inside all this mess?
Who's gonna make MY burden less?
I lost myself at what? No cost?
That's what I've always feared the most
That's what I've always feared the most
That's what I've always feared the most