In the shadows
I found you
Calling out to me
Suffer through the morning
I know it's not a necessity
Yet it's hard to leave
And it's hard to stay

It's hard to stay
When I can't make the feelings go away
The fog arrives
After the month of may
And then the sun begins
To set even later
I know I'd never
Want to die alone at night

In the shadows
I found you
Calling out to me
Suffer through the morning
I know it's not a necessity
Yet it's hard to leave
And it's hard to stay

Couldn't sleep
With the fire that's burning in me
Don't have a desire
To live myself
How did I get here?
All I've ever known
How do I get clear?
Scared to be in love
How did we get here?
Icy way to live
Just to feel no fear

Under vineyard lights
In the morning air
I covered my eyes
From the demons that were there
I saw myself
Swinging from a branch
I saw myself
Drowning in the water

Under Christmas lights
In the winter air
I covered my eyes
From the cancer that was there
I saw myself
Driving off the road
I saw myself
Drowning in the water