I don't pick up the phone now
When they call me
I'm still unsure if I'll
Be here tomorrow
Everyone's found a way
To get to know me
Still I can't find a way
To get myself out

When I think about your crash
I want my brains out
And I'm sorry now
I shouldn't say that out loud
But I could circle on a map
Where you burned out
And I'm sorry now
It was outside our house

I don't really want to sleep on my own
Really I just want a place that I can go
Because I don't want to live in denial
I want to hit myself and say to "let go"

I don't want to sleep on my own
Cars are moving slower now when I walk home
I don't want to live in denial
I want to hit myself and say to "let go"