It doesn't make any sense
When will it ever end?
I'm all in my head again, again…
No matter how hard I try
I can't escape my mind
I'm scared that I might die in here

It's sunny and 75
I thank God I woke up this time
Here we go, time to play pretend
Brush my teeth and overanalyze
Put on my face and scream inside
The weight of my thoughts on my chest

Am I supposed to live my whole life fighting?
I'm so tired of fighting
Trying to keep it together
It's not supposed to feel this heavy
If I wanted to go, would they let me?
'Cause I don't wanna do this forever
The voices inside of my head say I'd be better off dead

I've run out of words to say
I don't feel anything
Just gotta make it through today
But when I close my eyes
Sometimes it feels so nice
Wouldn't mind a permanent escape

I make lists of things I'm grateful for
I tape it to my front door
To remind me why I should stay

Am I supposed to live my whole life fighting?
I'm so tired of fighting
Trying to keep it together
It's not supposed to feel this heavy
If I wanted to go, would they let me?
'Cause I don't wanna do this forever
The voices inside of my head say I'd be better off dead

It's not supposed to feel this heavy
If I wanted to go, would they let me?
'Cause I don't wanna do this forever
The voices inside of my head say I'd be better off dead