I don't know if I'll make it home
It's cold and I feel so alone
JP
Without you in my life
Without you in my life
Without you in my life
State of depression, ay, ay
I've been battling all these demons all night, ay, ay
Feels like I've been fighting with myself, ay, ay
Seems like nobody cares how I feel lately, ay
Don't know the direction I'ma wanna turn, ay, ay
But I'm gonna keep on fighting, I'ma keep on striving, ay, ay
Not gonna let a little pain faze me, ay
But state of depression's been the mood lately, ay
It's been the mood lately, seems like you ain't been caring about me
Feels like I've been overfeeding lately, ay
I've been fiending for drugs, I've been fiending for these days, ay
Baby, I just need you right now to calm me down, ay
I've been going off EVE right now
I've been going crazy off this drink, I've been going off, ay
Everybody talking shit, I don't understand why they know that
I got my bag, ay, I get in my bag, I get in my feelings, ay
I be feeling kinda moody, so I want you to leave the fuck alone, ay
I need you to leave me the fuck alone, cause I don't need you right now
I don't need all these feelings, emotions, strife, get on my nerves, ay
Everybody wanna talk that, everybody wanna be it
Everybody wanna be something, but they can't, ay
But they ain't willing to put that work in, ay
They know I'm willing to put that work in,
I'ma grind for everything I got, ay
Ay, state of depression's been the mood, ay
I've been battling all these fucking demons all night, ay
Feels like I've been fighting with myself, ay, ay, ay
Seems like nobody gives a fuck what they how I feel, ay, ay
Don't know the direction I'm going to turn, but I'ma keep on fighting
I'ma keep on striving, not gonna let this little pain phase me, ay
But state of depression's been the mood lately
State of depression's been the mood, ay
I don't know what's going on in the chat right now
I'ma leave it to the side, because that's some fake shit, ay
All that toxic shit, I gotta clear it off, ay
Clear the air, I gotta clear the smoke like Quavo, ay, ay
Leave the everybody talking back, ay
Down bad like Leo and Stitch, but I'ma fuck your bitch, ay
I don't give a fuck about the critics, I'ma do me from here on out, nigga, uh
State of depression, I've been battling all these fucking demons all night, ay
Feels like I've been fighting with myself, ay, ay
Seems like nobody cares how I feel, ay, ay, ay
Don't know the direction I'm going to turn, but I'ma keep on fighting
I'ma keep on striving, not gonna let this little pain phase me, ay
But state of depression's been the mood lately
Been the mood lately, ay