Drugged up
Let it poison my veins
Slit wrists
Know I wont be the same
Still numb since the day that you came
Still gone from my mind everyday
Bad habits eat away at my brain
Losing grip
It's the same, never change
God lied when he said that he cared
Guess we'll know for a fact in the end
Out of patience
I'm tired of waiting for truth
Said that shit wasn't real
Well where was you proof
Tore my heart out for you and you gave it away
I don't think that the love that we had was the same
I've been killing myself when I think about you
I got hollow points ready to aim and go shoot at reflections
Been wishing for death
Did I mention?
I'm tired as fuck
I been waiting for you
But I don't know what's going on, we're not welcome down there
We're just not
When he emerges though, does, does he look, different
He looks de-shelled
Has he lost weight
Yup
Okay, so the most important thing is ganna be figuring out how this started
Letting hell burst
Then I let the angels down
False prophet cop and cock it back and mow a fucker down
Call me wetto
Get her wet
Oh, how I break the bitch down
Bumping suicide
Slit my wrist and let it bleed out
I'm not an enthusiast
Just a few points from becoming a lunatic
Just a few days before I'm fucking through with it
Think that I'm losing it
Think that I'm using it
Think that I'll take some more drugs to abuse that shit
This shit ain't fair
Don't care 'bout who it is
Think I might overdose in the pool of shit
I been rotting away
I've been used to it
Dried up blood on the upside down crucifix
I been going through motions and pushing shit suicidal
So bad how I'm moving it
I cant feel anymore
Think I'm losing it
Guess I'll go through with it