You put on this mask and hide
I'm working with the pain, yes, it hurts inside
My past is something I can never put aside
You gave it all away for your selfish pride
You said things that changed my mind,
But now I have to wonder were they all just lies?
You couldn't pull the trigger and it serves you right
The memories I have to carry till I die
Denial is only suicide,
You're crying out for help, girl, I know your type
I'm growing to accept that I'm the helpless kind
Apologies will never ever blur the lines
I've been through this shit too many times
You took my love and trust for a chaotic drive
I pride myself in that being the last time