You never answered but I left you a message
Leave me in the open
It's kinda hard to accept it
Ain't speak a long
Thats the way you shoulda kept it
Broken and destroyed
That's the way we should left it
I'd be lyin if i said that, bae i never meant that
Told me i'll get over it
The only thing you said back
No i never doubt you
The moment that i found you
Never knew the love that you have
Woulda clowned you
Stepping over problems
That i knew i could relate to
Speaking out of pocket
Cause i never wanna face you
It's kinda funny that i never had to hate you
Yo love is a drug but i know wanna taste you
Bein addicted is something i can't help
You told me i'd get better if i stayed to myself
Bae i been alone i been thuggin on my own
Woulda never fell off if you didn't hit my phone
Who am i complain, i know the goal
I tried to save you but you really save my soul
The way you checked up
I was never feeling cold
Like i knew you for a life
And i know i'm not that old
Keep my wall and you never see me fold
But i wanna let it down every secret that i told
Feeling heated up like we coming off a stove
It ain't even been a week
But You calling me a hoe
Dang, gimme a message
You me told i could change
But i keep being reckless
Yelling for a chance
But i really feel breathless
Haven't wrote a song but i still feel restless
That's just the way that i move, still the same
Tryna be something new
When you call me out my name
7 months now and i still feel the pain
Middle of the spring so i still feel the rain
No i'll never spiral, know my heart vital
Looking at the new me like he was my idol
Looking at yo face like our love was my final
Got my gut spinning like you put it on a vinyl
No it never left everything that i kept
I got it all now, that i never could accept
Every time we collide i just can't break yet
Run another track i just can't break sweat
Who i'm finna be if i let it go now
Who y'all gonna see, just another lost child
I be praying for the weak
And i know it's worthwhile
Cause i prayed for a week
And they still see a smile
That took alot of breath
And i had a 100 things
That i never could accept
I knew i was wreck and i knew i'd never quit
So after those texts i just had to make hits
Put it in the songs
Man you got a lot to write about
If they was in my head
There's a lot they would be finding out
Put in the music, why?
So they could use it?
Standing on my words
And the lyrics gotta prove it
They don't really understand
Really i'm a humble man
Everytime i drop, gotta get a new frying pan
But this some real talk
I been really feeling tired man
Sometimes i doubt
This is something imma find again
Know that if you heard me
You would always tell me
Write in my notes app, it'll fail never fail me
Act so smart but you never understand me
Staying so close but you know can't stand me
Man i be faking it i'm knowing that you get me
I ain't been 100 ion even think 50
See me doing things and i know u wanna hit me
See me acting out and i know you wanna hit me
But really i been shifty
Catching yo eye, being dumb know u miss me
But i'm on a grind so baby you can't trip me
Nothing really wrong
So you don't need to fix me
Ion need a damn thing
Married to the music ion need a damn ring
God got my back everything that he planning
Got me running up
I could still feel the cramping
Just know i got a message
I got a lot to say ian even finna text it
Imma leave it on the beat
Cause you still ain't read it
You see my inner kid
And you know i couldn't help it
He been so down for a minute he ight
He goin thru a lot but he still saw the lies
i'm finna take over ion wanna see him cry
If you get the message i'm just gonna ask why
Im just gonna ask why
Summers interlude