Drugs make it hard to breathe, probably why I always spazz out reaching new highs
No clue where I'm at now, calling my plug on the phone cause I ran out
Yeah I need some more, yeah I need some more, uh it's getting hard to breathe
Get too fucked up, say she worried about me, got no control, nah you can't control me

No feelings inside, yeah I killed the old me, like myself better
When I'm tweaking off a bean, Or mixing with the perks
No matter what I do, nothing ever fucking works
Just make me feel worse, like I got a curse

Better off dead, laying up inside a hearse
Okay, like I ain't even mean to do that
Fuck me over once, call again and I ain't calling you back
Damn I hate your friends, cause they influence how you act

Say it's all pretend, yeah but I already knew that, yeah
Play the game, or be played uh yeah
She a hoe, nah she can't be saved, goddamn
I can't escape my own brain, no man

But it's the way that I was made and I'll never change
I know, living bad right, perks turn, me to a sad guy
Can't change, no I am right, don't look at me nah it's a sad sight
Uh it's getting hard to breathe, get too fucked up, say she worried about me, got no control, nah you can't control me

No feelings inside, yeah I killed the old me, like myself better
When I'm tweaking off a bean, or mixing with the perks
No matter what I do, nothing ever fucking works
Just make me feel worse, like I got a curse

Better off dead, laying up inside a hearse
Crash my car, and no she not surprised
She can see the drugs up inside my eyes
Even try to hide it, she read through my lies

Welcome baby to my demise
Okay, pills and a drink, take em both, don't contrast
Yeah the way that I live, perfect way to die fast
Hate it when I'm sober, wish my highs would last for eternity

My drink burning me, I know it's hurting me, but saving me
At the same time, at the same rate, both the same fate
Yeah it's okay, yeah, nah, cause I know I'll never fucking change
Uh it's getting hard to breathe, get too fucked up, say she worried about me, got no control, nah you can't control me

No feelings inside, yeah I killed the old me, like myself better
When I'm tweaking off a bean, or mixing with the perks
No matter what I do, nothing ever fucking works
Just make me feel worse, like I got a curse

Better off dead, laying up inside a hearse