I just wanna rap
Make some money make my music
Stay up in my room hearing all my hits
I just wanna beat the beat up
Live for Jesus
It might get tough
I feel so stuck
In this moment
Turn this track up, huh?
Sounds like i'm pressureable
You seem to forget that the speed of my thoughts is not measureable
But i'm measureable do i measure up
Yeah you came here to take my fame for yourself
It's yours i don't care just don't take my health
My room is my home when i'm going through trials
Yeah you snatched the bait and i drug you for miles
God is my strength even in pain
The time that you tore out my brain
I went insane i went insane
I took a chance and hopped on a plane
It took me to France took me to Spain
I've lost who i am can't cope with the pain
Yeah can You take away my pain God?
I don't wanna leave this life but my pain just won't stop
I hate whenever i wander from God
And i'm still not able to fix where i'm flawed
My life was a mess my mind was a mess
As i thought about goals for me to go get
If someone said "quit" i gave them a tip
Thanks for the food you won't see me again
My dreams of becoming an artist will move
I'll be at the top while you're stuck serving food
I know my dreams won't be pretty i warned ya
But i'm at the top now i'm still waiting for ya
But guess what
You will never catch up
When your dreams get hard you turn around and give up
Just like i once did when i was younger
I'm still a kid need to grow up
I haven't yet learned how to live my life
I'm chasing my dreams who knows if it's right
I see dark dreams when i sleep
I see dark things when i sleep
I think they are my reality
But then i realize that those are just my dreams
Yo hit the roll
When we be rollin we be rolling in the dough
Don't hit your foe
When i back up i be in my boat
Aye aye
Sailing across the ocean on the waves
I need saving
I'll be going going going 'til the grave
My fire flaming
All my memories don't feel like reality
Ones that i know don't have their stability
I dream for fame but i'd rather have God
Know me for faith and not for my job
I had lost my friends but always had one
Jesus my Savior, God's only Son
Dreams can sometimes be better than life
Because life is a gift that can cut like a knife
When dreams portray how i wish i could be
Then Jesus is there to give strength when i'm weak
His life He gave up gave up for us
I wanna look up i don't wanna give up
Make me stick to my course with a will to live
Make it feel real whether hit or miss
If dreams can change help me change for the better
Focus my dreams on the One always there
I know that dreams shouldn't be what i'm chasing
If i get caught in my dreams then i'll lose my salvation
If something goes wrong well then God help me float
I need Your love because i'm losing my hope
Yeah i see dark dreams when i sleep
Yeah i see dark things when i sleep
I think they are my reality
But then i realize that those are just my dreams
Dreams are fake and i'm changing my mind
My dreams are forming a place i can hide
A place a i don't have but i long for
A place i can stay but can't find
A place where i live in security
A place where i can survive