Patience is a virtue
Message never came through
Never really tried to find a different
Or new point of view
Now i'm in a ghost town
Everything is run down
Dust and limitations are the
Only things i see around
My thoughts are getting loud
And it's hurting my head
I was proud proud proud
Now i'm dead dead dead
And the sound sound sound
Of the rushing wind
Is a nice exchange
For this battle in my head
I'm going under all the weight
I'm getting covered by the pain
Of the long-remembered hope-surrendered Many yesterdays
I'm not fine fine fine "i'm a goner" that's my tagline
Why why why is it difficult to clear my mind
I can learn a thing or two from all the lessons i have come from
Time hit me in the face concussion made my brain numb
I don't want to lose another second to my past life
Spent a couple years trying to make sure that my past died
Minutes turned to hours and i'll never get to rewind
All the time that i lost time to change my state of mind
Move on from the past and look into the future
Tomorrow will come fast and maybe with it new hurt
But each day that we have is a gift and an oppor-
tunity to take the reigns and step out into purpose
Patience is a virtue
At least that's what they tell you
But books are never read
If you don't pick them up and read through
What chapter do i go to
To reconnect and find You
I need a way to find a way
To change my life and point of view
Living in the fast lane psych i'm impatient
Need a remedy from all the places that my brain went
Waking up tomorrow need to repaint all this plastic
Making all these hard decisions wait i never made 'em
I procrastinate and i live inside my basement
I can't handle all this pain i'm living like a caveman
Found a dark hole and now i've started wasting
I'm not living any more i'm going stagnant
I thought this city could be my escape
But it ended up hurting my brain
Look it is what it is can i change
I'm stuck and i'm feeling afraid
This pressure is hurting my head
I'm plunging to deeper depths
This headache is making me stressed
Get this weight off my chest
I'm not fine fine fine "i'm a goner" that's my tagline
Why why why is it difficult to clear my mind
I can learn a thing or two from all the lessons i have come from
Time hit me in the face concussion made my brain numb
I don't want to lose another second to my past life
Spent a couple years trying to make sure that my past died
Minutes turned to hours and i'll never get to rewind
All the time that i lost time to change my state of mind
Move on from the past and look into the future
Tomorrow will come fast and maybe with it new hurt
But each day that we have is a gift and an oppor-
tunity to take the reigns and step out into purpose