I guess I'll just wait for a good day
But I know that it all depends
If I don't have my anxiety telling me differently heading to bed
So I can soak in my loneliness
My friends didn't tell me I'm owning this
I wanna give up and then calling it quits
Ain't talkin' 'bout music I'm talking my shit
Breathing start heavy then breakin' me down
Shakin' me up then shakin' me down
Head started racin' ain't cruisin' again
Ain't got no money and got no more friends
I pushed 'em away and then hardly avenge
So focused on me I can't even amend
Mind givin' up on me start up the fun
Hands getting sweaty but when is it done?
My heads in the dark and my body is blind
I'm taking an L cause I'm stuck in a bind
I always feel foggy I blow it to party but then I can hardly be anything kind
Why can't I sleep? I'm feelin' alright
Maybe I'm not, but I won't believe it
I barely do when I go make it a song
Head to the clouds if I really achieve it
Say it when I die
You blowing up my mind
My mind was on the back line
Head fuzzy but I couldn't pick the right time
Say it when I die
You blowing up my mind
My mind was on the back line
Head fuzzy but I couldn't pick the right time
I could never stand this pain
I just wanna numb my face
So gimme that holy place
Just one more in case
I can't see your face
And I can't hear your voice
Wanna hear your words
But I can't feel you anymore