There's dreams and aspirations burning right inside of me/
But I be uncertain to the point that it is robbing me/
Of stepping out and doing something bout it cause I live in fear/
Of making a mistake along the way is what i'm feeling here/
So then i'm tryna find some ways to redeem myself/
One of them is critiquing others, I really need some help/
Finding flaws on folks that put their plans into actions/
Just so I can overlook the simple fact that I'm inactive/
I got college degrees on what i want to persue/
But never took a step further for me to put it to use/
While my degrees are on the wall, in their frames collecting dust/
Instead of moving, I would rather
do a podcast where I fuss/
A coping mechanism just to cover up my shame/
Not having courage to step out and just do it mayne/
With my head being down more than a few times/
By the time I look up, 10 years done flew by/

Sitting here finding ways just to complain
Time is just flying by just like a plane
Settling just for less right at the rear
You can say that i'm stuck, all due to fear

I'm at a place where I'm too comfortable. it's getting scary/
Confusing permanent with something that is temporary/
Saying it can't get better than this, I set the tone/
I make myself at home at a place that's a stepping stone/
Cause it's familiar, I connect to it like a magnet/
So I settle, not knowing that it'll keep me stagnet/
I'm talking overall in life, the bigger picture vision/
It's a deeper root to why im making this decision/
It's a slew of things. Out of all of them, this comes first/
It's due to fear. It's the fear of stepping out my comfort/
The fear of the unknown, not tryna step out or step it up/
What I got going now, i'm not tryna mess it up/
The Lord be tugging on my heart for me to elevate/
But I'm thinking to myself "ain't no better place"/
Leaning on my own understanding more than a few times/
By the time I realize it, 10 years done flew by/


Sitting here finding ways just to complain
Time is just flying by just like a plane
Settling just for less right at the rear
You can say that i'm stuck, all due to fear