She's stuck in survival mode from her childhood days
She lost that innocence you can't replace
And now she's a pro at hiding her pain
Suicidal with a smiling face and that little girl that she once was
Lives in her body she's holding her up
She grew up too quick she couldn't adjust
That cycle of pain really messed her up

She don't wanna go to the doctors
She don't wanna take those god dam meds
She don't wanna deal with her problems yet
Cos some of her pains just way too fresh
Traumatised from past events
Prays to god to let her start again but I don't think he hears her down here
Oh lord can you hear her down here?

She's got some habits that she needs to break
Keeps pushing the people that she loves away
She gets so distant when she's in a dark place
May Day May Day she's going down
Relapse relapse she's gonna drown
She hates herself right now she don't want you around her she's sorry
She don't wanna impress anybody because

She spent her teenage years just burying everything
Including her self-esteem and childhood memories
See, thats where her demons and devils live
Trauma so dark it would shock any therapist
She was too young and her brain was developing
Messed her up mentally
Now she's been questioning
Lost all sense of identity

She spent her teenage years just burying everything
Including her self-esteem and childhood memories
See, thats where her demons and devils live
Trauma so dark it would shock any therapist
She was too young and her brain was developing
Messed her up mentally
Now she's been questioning
Lost all sense of identity

Complicated individual
Simple things she finds difficult
Like learning to love and opening up
That girl in the mirror so pitiful
Confidence minimal
Scars on her body both mental and physical
Holding her hostage like prison walls
She just wants someone to love her and not make her feel like she invisible

She's tired
Uninspired
Feels like the fire in her soul just burnt out
The voices of doubt in her head running riot
Negative thoughts don't ever turn down
Think it all stems from fear of rejection
Didn't feel loved or accepted
Flaws were projected on her mental
Making her second guess her potential

To the point where she questions her sanity
Gradually losing her touch with reality
Walking around anxiously craving normality
She's like a star thats lost in the galaxy
Happily families that that was her fantasy
Tragically carries the baggage of mummy and daddy.
She took all the damage but now she's unraveling
Finds it hard balancing cos

She spent her teenage years just burying everything
Including her self-esteem and childhood memories
See, thats where her demons and devils live
Trauma so dark it would shock any therapist
She was too young and her brain was developing
Messed her up mentally
Now she's been questioning
Lost all sense of identity

She spent her teenage years just burying everything
Including her self-esteem and childhood memories
See, thats where her demons and devils live
Trauma so dark it would shock any therapist
She was too young and her brain was developing
Messed her up mentally
Now she's been questioning
Lost all sense of identity

Sticks and stones might break her bones but name calling could of killed her
She was young and frail then the words you said they built her
Now she's stuck behind those filters insecure of her appearance
I got a feeling so many souls were just broken since children

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