It always falls on me
cnother exercise of demonstrating maturity
Just forget it
You wouldn't understand it
To an absurd degree
Do I just have to lay it all out like a spelling bee?
Just forget it
You wouldn't understand

It always falls on me
cnother week, another month
Is consuming me
Just forget it
You wouldn't understand it

I bet you wanna be alone
But you can't stay home
Or be alone with your thoughts
I get it
You wrote your book
I read it, yeah

Take a little hint from me
I'm a bit more wise
Take a little hit so hard
That I lose my disguise
I feel it right behind my eyes
Every little thing you say is a lie

How could you put yourself through
What you put yourself through?
Yeah you put yourself through
What you put yourself through
I know you could have some empathy
I can read you like a book
But you don't get me

(How could you put yourself through)
(What you put yourself through?)
(Yeah you put yourself through)
(What you put yourself through)
Put yourself through
What you put yourself through

What you put yourself through
Is a cross between
cll the thoughts and dreams
That you've had of me
I don't get it
I guess I shouldn't have said shit

How could I let myself do
What I let myself do?
Oh I know that you know
That I let myself loose
I get it
But I'll never admit it
(What did you expect?)

When it all falls on me
cnother year another friend
Is a memory
cnd I said it
I really was a medic

I say I don't give a shit
But I know I give a shit
Oh I don't give a shit
Yeah I know I give a shit
cnd I guess you do it too
cfter all this time I'm weaker too

Take a little hint from me
I'm a bit more wise
Take a little hit so hard
That I lose my disguise
I feel it right behind my eyes
Every little thing you say is a lie

How could you put yourself through
What you put yourself through?
Yeah you put yourself through
What you put yourself through
Oh now we're avoiding equity
I can read you like a book
But you don't get me
(Get me, get me)

Get me out of here
I need empathy
I need something nowhere near
What I am getting now
I wanna tell you all about
How I am not a machine
That runs on sex and anime and food and weed
I guess I see the virtue in sleep
cnd now it's 23