The Transition been hard lately
Ima a star baby
I ain’t headed to the big house praising money, jewelry, and the cars baby
Unfollowed bout 5000 friends
I’m just feeling too apart lately
Never pray when things going well
But always seem to pray when the world hate me
Honestly you can’t love me safely
I don’t these girls date me?
All I do is give em less of me
Cuz I been absentee from the lord daily
Worshiping not really worshiping
And I ain’t stepped foot in them church doors
Losing you cuz you choosing me
Then have the nerve to Question what hurts more

Yea
And I hope
And I hope

But I’ll hope more
And ask the lord to give me what I can’t see
120 in the banshee
Moving too fast
What the plan be
Daughter looking at me
Out here looking crazy
This ain’t really what a man be
My current girl need love better
And all I gave was a love letter
Wasting hers and the lord’s time
I been shredding time
Yea the boy shredder
Give me GOD
I been DOG
Total opposite
Who am I to blame
Pushing 36
Acting 25
I’m in need of change
Tryna stay true
Couple interviews
Preaching for the fame
Used the lords name

Yea
And I Hope
And I Hope

So Jesus can I come home
I just want my soul back
Take me from the devil's hands
And show me where my soul at
I been knocking more lately
Standing on your door mat
I been screaming out yo name and
Yea I know you know that and
Yea I know I hold back
I’m just scared of taking chances
Confidence is what I lack
Me against the world at times
I know I’m always on attack
I know I’m always on attack
Yea
I know I’m always on attack
I just want my soul back

And I hope
And I hope