Yea
I know I’m controlling
I don’t partake in these things
These n***** indulge in
I’m always withholding
It’s seems hard to breath breath when I’m frozen
Pardon my ocean
Y’all just don’t drip my ocean
Zoned and I am sending that motion
And I hope they know who they pokin
Oh, but wait
I’m felling my steeze a lot
Treatin ya b**** like a prop
I know this thickens the plot
I just don’t how to stop
I just been sin’n these seasons
I put ‘em down in the lots
And love it or not
I need to get on my grown
I thought I was trusting the pross
I know that I’m lost
Hitting this b**** for a week and
And I couldn’t tell her name
Or how we became
I know I f*** through the pain
And I know she know I am in pain
She hope for a change
I swear the our feelings the same
The lies that I tell never change
I’m always to blame
A time where I use to be sane
Where names would have never exchanged
I’m stuck in this rain


Yea
I know that I’m broken
And I need a b**** in my life to retrieve what’s been stolen
Why you barge in
When it’s open
It’s freedom of speech
Why you talkin in codes and
Whispering pain I’m withholding
You causing hell for these other chicks
And you probably living in Poland
Or somewhere inviting
Where all of the cars are Bentley and Benz’s
You really been winning
And I been attached to these feelins
This really ain’t livin
I hope I’m forgiven
I’m in cahoots with these women
I tell ‘em the truth
And spin it
All feel the same
And they tell me they hear it
They steady draining my spirit
Yea
But look at me making excuses
For being abusive to love
When it always came from above
Even when I was too much
I was always enough
You always handled the cuts
Lifted and carried me up
Came out of that mud
Know I don’t say it that much
But I know God been enough
He know it’s been rough