I am sorry for what happened
The truth is I can't
I can't do this
I miss a kiss
With no anxiety
Suicide sobriety
I lost every piece
Of my peace
Now I can't love
And find a true love
This pressure
An Aggressor
It kills me inside
I can't hide
My whole mind
Not on my side
Driving like I
Want to die
I told you
I am a trap
A death cap
A death toxin
No option
Just to leave
I will grieve
But as long
As this strong
Anxiety will go
I'll take this blow
Another one
Another gun
Another dead one
I ran out of hope
Now I have to cope
I am so sorry
But I worry
It had to happen
What's stopping
You
From realizing
The truth

I can't make a choice
The voice
In my mind
Tells me to go
But then he tells me no
Don't go
A tragedy
Child prodigy
Now, look what's left of me
It's the worst of me
I stand here
Can't make it more clear
Don't know what's real
So much sadness
Because of my madness
She's in panic
Sinking like Titanic
Late night calls
Seeing all my flaws
She tries to cope
She has some hope
Left in her
I should protect her
But I messed up
But I wake up
With anxiety
I feel pain
I'm all wet
After the cold sweat
When I sleep
I don't sleep
When awake
I can't breath
What this all means
It seems
I am confused
I'm all bruised
Memory not fused
Something's wrong
I should take my meds
Before I blow up